I thought all along that life would be better now...now that i've finally met the other part of me, and that is Sandy. But i dont know why it should be like this, why we need to be apart. Everything seems to be perfect, well i think all lovers think that way every time they're together, but i was wrong. Fate interfered.
We had a very nice time together, we talked a lot, talking of endless nonsense chit-chat. He sings for me eventhough he doesn't really know the lyrics and end up mumbling the song. He makes me laugh with his corny jokes. We dream together and plan our future. It was really perfect.
Then, a problem came...and i have to bid goodbye. It wasn't that easy, it took me a lot of nights crying over it. But it didn't help me at all. So i have to accept it and go with it. Sandy promises me to get me as soon as he will pass his board exam (well im sure he will passed since he is so smart) and got a stable job. Shameful, but im hoping he won't forget his promise. He asks me to wait for him in Cebu for at least two years for him to be stable and we'll soon get married. I do hope so.
It's already April 21 and this weekend will be hardest thing i'll gonna do in my entire life. Step on the airplane and watch my heart turn into pieces as i lay my eyes to my love i will left behind.

my dreams 11:45 PM