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jhoanneh
Tidbits
Joan Ponsica
22 years old
Santa Isabel College


sweet talks
scrapbooking!br> writing & blogging
reading books of danny brown and bob ong
browsing the net
writing stuff and this
playing scrabble...hehehe
take a nap
chatting with friends
go out with sandy
eating

Dar Links

chic and pretty
friendster
delicious ambiguity


Sincere Thanks

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Brushes:DayDreamed



Memories
April 2005
 October 2005
 November 2005
 December 2005
 January 2006
 February 2006
 May 2006
 June 2006
 July 2006
 August 2006
 September 2006

Loathes

when im craving for sweets and cant find one
irritated with sandy
riding the PUJ
irate clients
dumb-founded
traffic in EDSA
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Playing Now

my favourite songs


life with dreams: Monday, November 07, 2005

At this point of time, I've discovered something in me.

As I was lying sleepless in my bed, the clock is tickling in my ears; it seems like a gentle touch that carries me to my deepest slumber. But then a phrase just popped-up in my head, shouting at me, "You're so alone now! There's no one who will be there for you! No one Joan!" so I jumped off from my bed and cleared my mind.

So then I've realized as I have stared the four-cornered of my room that I'm staying. "Yes, I'm totally alone."

It broke my heart apparently realizing such painful certainty.

In the midst of my self-pity and depression (kuno), something within me triggers my heart and mind. It awakens me from my unconsciousness. It shows me the essence of all these heartaches and pain.

It seems talking to me saying, "Do you know the quintessence of failure, hurt and being alone? It is the product that we become. Through this you've learned to dream and stand!"


"Wow!" was the only word that I have been able to utter after that recognition.

Well, I maybe alone but through this it makes me independent and strong one in this game called LIFE.



my dreams 5:35 PM