Im used of getting everything because someone had back me up, shameful but true. It was so easy then for me like a job well paid; recommendations without any hesitations etc. name it. And as we all know getting something without a sweat wont usually matter to us that much right? We tend to let it go so easily without even thinking twice and so did I. Every opportunity that I have let go was a real big regret now to me. My job, my scholarship, everything!

So everything was gone. Now Im not in school. Dont have a job. No place to go. No one to turn to but I was wrong. I forgot the one whos always been here beside me the reason who is behind of what I am now, the power that strengthens me, the will that drives me to continue and the love that keeps me in shape.

Yes this guy beside me helps me more than anyone did. He drive out the shy me, the weak me, the inferior me and the dependent me. Now Im proud to say that I am a new me. Some fears were still there but still Im aiming to get through with it.

Thank you so much Sandy. I owe you a lot. My job now which I may say youre the one whos behind why I am here now (he doesnt know the owner of the company okay or the CEO there) but he back me up to face the interview, the final interview and the very stressful training. He backs me up morally and spiritually.

Now he is my inspiration every time I felt so down at the office because of an irate customer or a bragging team leaders and managers. Never once that a word QUIT barge-in in my mind because I know he work with me all the time. Lifting me and dreaming with me.