Tidbits
Joan Ponsica
22 years old
Santa Isabel College
sweet talks
scrapbooking!br>
writing & blogging
reading books of danny brown and bob ong
browsing the net
writing stuff and this
playing scrabble...hehehe
take a nap
chatting with friends
go out with sandy
eating
when im craving for sweets and cant find one
irritated with sandy
riding the PUJ
irate clients
dumb-founded
traffic in EDSA >
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life with dreams: Saturday, July 22, 2006
Im drunk. Sober. Stressed. Pretty. Cranky. Old.
I dont know what is happening to me these past few days. I felt so unwell, sick and tired of everything. Im having this feeling of lonesome to things Im not aware of. Everything around me seems so dull, well except to the fact that Im in love with Sandy of course.
I have this paranoia of death that I dont know where it came from, fear of being alone though I know Im not, obsession of gaining the world that I know I couldnt possibly hold and apprehension to things that I dont understand.
What is wrong with me?
Am I really acting the way I should be? Or am I just being paranoid?