Something wasn’t right. That’s what my mind has been shouting after seeing it. It wasn’t the usual me who’s poking my nose into my parent’s business but I just find it strange, totally strange. Is it really a man’s nature to be so patient, I mean way too patient to his girl? Gees, I really don’t know but you can tell me and you may respond by all means.

Living in such uncivilized, or let me put it in another way as too secluded area like our little place called Alaska, you will surely see some terrific or I may say tremendous scene that you don’t wanna miss (well if you are into seeing bruises and bloods) like riot which is everywhere, gangster bullying, a group of youth picking up some fights to the neighborhood, a kids mom shouting with the other mom and so on. Well yes that’s the accustomed (daily) life in squatter’s area.

Alright, the thing is infidelity is a trend in there too. But the one who’s involved to this issue now is a man who is very dear to me, my dad. But it wasn’t the common “cheating” like the man found some other pretty face and that, it wasn’t him who’s into that but my mom. Yes it was her. He was furious of course after hearing it and when he confronts her she obviously denies it. And the hurting part is history. We all did forget the pain, I guess.

They go on in an “on and off relationship”. They fought yesterday and they’re okay now, that’s the routine. Then one day she didn’t come home after a fight from my dad. Gees where could she be, (the bitch)? Well my super dad of course knows where to find her. He speeded up to that place to fetch her and even gone down on his knees to ask her to come home. How sweet! Well he successfully brought her to OUR home and lives with us with lies.

Then we’ve witnessed such unacceptable agreement that my dad and mom have. We came home from school and hear her yelling at my dad. She said she loves the guy and she loves us too, well that’s her cry when we overhear it. But still she wants too leave us and be free. We’re dumbfounded and hurt but my father’s plea broke our heart. He says he loves her so much and the kids. And that he can’t allow her to leave us.

And he was silent. Then we hear him saying the most stupid arrangement I have ever knew. That if she really wants to see her lover, he will allow them to be together in a schedule basis. She can be with us today and to her lover tomorrow and so on. Hearing that makes me want to jump and clap my hands for joy, well not because of his “brilliant idea” but because of his love. Who the hell can do that except my father? Then it was settled. She’s with us today and tomorrow with him is another sad story.

my dreams 2:12 AM